ARGH. accounting test is SUPER HARD. GOSH. i ALD tried my best yea? GOD shall do the rest yea? HAHA. I think im really tired AH, today im supposed to alight at bedok station den end up at kem station. Kem changed a LOT lo. THEY HAVE BUBBLE TEAS @ the side, and yes..IM TEMPTED. WOO WOO. GOd really knows what i WANT. HAHA. REFRESHING BUBBLE TEA. =)

YTD Shepherd reminded me, THAT im a rising CL.
AND thats a VERY powerful sentence.

Last DMM, jen shared quite a few things:
She shared about leadership.
She shared about leaders being servents

Many people might think that leaders have e 'Privilege', BUT jen shared that in fact leaders are servents TOO, we serve god, we serve his people. JUST LIKE HOW JESUS WASHS HIS DICIPLES FEET. you will know what im trying to say. Leaders dont just command his people do this do that and fullstops. Its more den that.

Last sunday, i went to core team rally. All the HOPE leaders gathered there, during towards the end, Pastor mic and jeff were praying for the leaders..and pastor jeff asked this question "how many of have ever asked urself how long more must i be a leader?' i saw many hands raise up. i can sense that many leaders were weary, they feel like giving up, spiritually tired..etc.. BUT what struck my heart most was, i felt a sense of HOPE and Perserverance. Im bad at expressing myself. But, it really encouraged me. =)

Thinking back about last shepherding with jenny; she mentioned that leaders plan e thingy like MCG. seriously it just strucks ME lo, like e DMM spend their time doing all the planning, those who leads the roles also FORk out their precious time to make it BEST..BUT some of us didnt turn up for e MCG cos of some reasons like wanna DO project..study..tired..i mean its sad LA, effort put in but no one appreciate it.

In the past, i dont really think much, i nv C the value of MCG..its like- if im free den i'ill come for MCG. OKAY i repented.Sometimes, its V important to see the value of it.

I feel that GOD is really MOULDING me A LOT for these past few weeks. There are times where i WANNNA do something, like ytd? i told shepherd i WANNA WORK..and SHE reminded me "you know you.......................and..you cant..you........" yea, shes right. May be for the month of sep? HAHA. okay no worries yea? i will priorties. =)

WOW, this thur is our last CG BIZART3!!!! and NEXT WEEK is e FIRST CG BIZART 3B!!! WOW, i tot that shepherd will lead the CG for BIZART 3b, till lately, i can sense that she have no intention of leading the BIZART 3b. Apparently, i think she's throwing me in the deep sea to let me paddle on my own. err, i think thats when i grow and rely on god esp when i paddle on my own. YEAP.

WELCOME
BIZART 3B
^^JIA YOU PPLE! grow grow grow. lijia..sam..cat...liting...mei xian..jo..WOOO

MY CT CUM SHEEPMATE;will grow in a differernt way under me...ANTICIPATE about it ba. HAHAHAH.