ROAR. ROAR. ROAR.

BLOG BLOG, i wanted to cont studying BUT somehow, i just feel so frustrated abt the WHOLE incident happened in the MORNING. Apparently BLOGGING helped me to release stress, its just like THROWING ALL MY TOTS & HOW i feel IN A RUBBISH BIN. AND EVERY ENTRIES IS LIKE a new BEGINNING OF my life. SO YEA!

Recently,i faced P****** from my friends and whats next? MY FAMILY AS WELL.
aRgh. GOD, are u testing my faith in YOU?

I simply hate it when my MUM shouted at me.
I mean hellO? can talk me nicely just like how u always talk to DAJIE? its not as if i dont have any feelings.. MUST I GET INTO UNI LIKE SHE DID OR EARN A LOT OF MONEY like shes dd now?? SO THAT YOU could TALK ME NICELY?

I wake up early in the morning to study and i just keep hearing my MUM SCOLDING ME. TO make it clearly..MY MUM was like treatening ME. I FEEL SO %*#%*)#*%*%#*%_#*%#. ARGH ARGH ARGH

YEAH. SHE has been telling me off ..asking me "do you know your sister O level EXAM is coming soon? and you know and you keep asking her go CHURCH?" and there she goes..shouting at me.. SAYING "if she failed her Olevel, she will not go to church anymore..AND YOU TOO, I DONT LIKE BOTH of you GO CHURCH BLABLABLA"

i was dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm angry. if i says im fine..i must be lying.. its so unreasonable..what have i done? WHATS wrong with serving GOD? WHAts wrong WITH DOING THINGS I WANN DO? Apparently i was arguing with her.. telling her that, AHMEI knows what shes doing..

i really really believe that god will sees her thru HER studies..I really trust GOD in that. AND i just have that urge to share christ WITH my MUM..like telling her abt GOD. BUT my mum seems so angry...ARHHHHH..

Im NOT SAYING THAT MY SISTER IS A BURDEN TO ME, AND I WONT, bECAUSE OF such THINGY, ask my sister dont go chuch anymore and just study. I WANNA SEE MY SISTER TO GROW MUCH MORE IN GOD, GET GOOD RESULT TO SHOW MY MUM THAT GOD CHANGED HER. ITS GOD.

WAOH. i feel much beter now. WOOOAH.
YEAH. okay i can cont to study le. PHEW.
WOW, GOD u testing me hur.
=)HAHA. but still i love my family. WOAHHHHH