hellos bloggy,
i know i have not blog for a super long long time.
i screw up my a/c tourism, i ALMOST fail my coursework
i have entered into the lowest peak point of my studies.
disappointed with myself. thats e word.

theres so much things that i wanna say, wanna tell people alot alot of things.
But sometime i find it hard.
just like now, certain things i want to talk about it, but its kinda of restricted.
its feel so good, when you start to throw your feelings out.
but i guess all along, i have learnt to keep things inside.
Things happen along the way, people treating you badly
but still you smile althought you know you are hurt.
thats how i feel right now right here.

my previous blog about going osip
yeah, i going over to china, beijing.
i have been thinking for the entire one month about it
yea. pretty much confirm. did my passport last sat.
i was talking to my mum about the financial thingy.
and she ask me not to worry, was really touched when she told me.
Mum was sick recently. =(

school work is driving me crazy.
double work to do.
slept at 3am to do project and wake up 7am+ to study for test
its mentally stretch for me.
My rest time is when i eat, bath, travelling and sleep.
i could relate with pple when they tell me the same kinda of thing.
errrhh, trust GOD yea?

Recently, alot of things happen.
its driving me crazy.
you know that thing.

and that thing.

haiiya, such stuff cant be blog.

Recently, i think alot.
you know. i know what exactly happening in my life.
whats all that tots about?
God knows yea.
i dont understand what i am blogging anyway.
Chinese new year is coming!

i pray pray pray for ............................................