To my love Amanda,

beloved child, its 2010!
i have seen you grown so much in the year 2009, time to say goodbye and get serious.
you spent 1/3 of your life in beijing and my spirit has never leave you ever since.when you cried and said that you are in pain, i covered you in my arms. Though you were disobedient at times, though you impluse at times, thought you chose not to listen to me at times my love for you knows no boundaries. Remember those days where you were hurt so badly and you cried? you shouted and cried and pleded me for peace in your life, greatly and abundantly i give what you asked. you struggled through the back to back tests and projects, and i give you the A's you wanted. Did i shortchange you when you chose to do my work instead? no i didnt. So remember my child, my plan for you is to prosper you! if you are in christ and christ is in you, you will bear much fruits!you made countless of mistake, surely you thought that i wont forgive you? you are wrong. Dont run away from me because you did something wrong, keep on learning from your mistakes! because from all these mistakes, you will grow to become who i always want you to be. I have decided to give you another chance, i will add upon whatever you lacked. Take care of my sheeps that i have entrusted to you, when you are given little and proven to be faithful-i will add upon more to you. Be willing to go down for your sheeps when they need you, be willing to do the little things when no one wants to do it, be willing to pour your life readily for my people. Say byebye to 2009, get ready for a new start i will lead and guide you into another level. In the year 2010, if you want to see breakthroughs in your life den deny yourself and be humble to seek me. more of me and less of you.

with love,
the Holy spirit