hellos blog,

im super drained and tired these 3weeks!
and finally today marks the end of my 5tests. back to back test and reports submission is definately squeezing my energy up.but its not the end, fri there's still one more submission and 6projects to do.
why isit called a holiday when its not even one? my 2wks term break is packed with datelines.

its my worst sem ever in tp, had never been so drained before.
nevertheless i wanan thank god, because tot really very drained just on that day when i missed my dinner cos i struggled with my deadline the next day, my mum bought food suddendly out of nowhere for me! its definately god blessing!

im very discouraged that day. shall not mention or share here.
anyway. lets talk about something about me!
im at my crossroad again!
im just about to graduate in 2mths time yet i dont know what i wanna do?
omg! went to further education talk today! i felt that i got to start planning, just with my current GPA its not getting me anywhere in local university.
however i have tot of 2 choices, first: i am going to apply for both NTU because NTU is the only local U that specalised or provide hospitality course or apply SMU for general business, second: apply for resort world or marina bay job, praying and hoping someone will sponsor me for overseas degree? AHAHHAHA. nah, i think i just work and finance my overseas studies? okay, good that i have few plans!

i just felt that dip is not good enough, i believe since i started something and working so hard for it why not be the best and do the best? yeaa, may be i am just a high achiever but i guess its just my dream and goal that i want to excel in this area esp in the hospitality industry. i hate routines and i like project based work, may be event planning? AHAHAHHAA.

went to have dinner with clique today, its just brings me memories about the days where we were year 1. sentimenal? AHAHHA. oh yeaaa.

i think life without goals and dreams will leads to nohere.
just like a organization without mission and vision..you wont know where you are going and where you wanan be.

so.. AHAHAHA. think.
and one thingy very randomly, i dislike thunder.
roar.