went to school for two lessons. tired. dead. went to pluck leaves. It makes me feel like some thief. gosh. As some of you might be wondering. why im plucking leaves? well, its for tmr deco campaign. kinda of excited.

Today school is un-usual. Somewhat.Somehow, i was kinda of overwhelmed with sadess when Mr.lim shown us the video about the dark side of the leisure industry during the lecture. So to speak, what is leisure? To us, its like e joy to do what we like, since leisure is sort of freedom..choice..state of mind..but to other people', Its the one and only way to LIVE.

Mr lim shown us three videos:

1) THE BULL fighting: Its CRUEL! there are few stages in which e so called "the HERO" fought with the bull with differernt weapons? (if im not wrong) Omg, just look at these "HERO" they just look good on the outside. And each stages, the bull attacked the 'hero' (cos of the red cloth) and the hero sort of trying to be awesome and STAB the bull. The crowd ROAR and cheers ..just imagine the faces of these people and over there..the battle.. the blood of the bull was stained on e ground, its flesh tore apart, the helpless..bull. At the very last part, the hero used the knife and stab the head of the bull..IT WASNT Even DYing intially... but..why ..they drag the bull out..and tore its flesh.

2) BEAR BETTING: This ish even shittty, in the country of PA******(dont wanna mention), this bEAR betting leisure activitie..is damm CRUEL. i dont think its funny.. you guys know how it works? the people, tied the bear up using the ropes and HOLD it..they let those wild dogs out..and fight with the bear..the wild dogs was just chiong and bit the bear head..its body..this is damm..sadiest..the bear mouth was full of blood..the helpless bear was like licking its own blood..this is damm cruel..

CAN you just imagine PPLE PAY $$ to watch these suffering of the animals? and they called it leisure??? they call it their tradition?? and they cheers?? YEAH. MY FOOT. . ANIMALS dont have feelings meh?. they cant speak like human doesnt mean they dont have feelings... THEY DO HAVE.. gosh, i just couldnt stop crying.. i could just imgaine i m one of the bear..one of the bull..you are in pain..u see pple laugh..no one come and rescure you..

PERHAPS, i FEEL MORE BURDEN FOR Animals.

3) SEX Tourism: apparently, its kinda of sensitive to talk abt it. But i dont care, some of us have never been expose to other parts of the world. As Mr.lim shown us the 3rd video about sex tourism. i feel even DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM sad... over 800,000 woman was in THIS thing call "sex tourism" and they were like as young as 7 years old.. What touches me most is this girl..when she was interviewed..she said "Everyone got a story, i have mine too..but nobody cares about me!, but its okay. never mind" when i watched it..I FEEL SO SSADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. HOW CAN NO ONE CARE? GOD CARES! Perhaps, many of us will say.."they got hands..they have legs.. THEY CAN WORK" Apparently..they cant..where to find JOBs?

And Mr.lim ask all of us this question, "you rather die of stravation and live for one year? or will you rather die of AiDs but you can live for three years?"

ii..dont know.. i dont know its a choice..or it wasnt even a choice in the first place. SEX tourism.. is the way of life for them..who in this earth..will betrayed their body?
Seriously. THEY NEED GOD.

Sorry for those bad language used. i just coulnt control it. Somehow. Somewhat. God give me a vision. :)